In Loving memories 



Sitting at the computer staring at the screen tears falling from my eyes, its like I'm feeling that pain all over again I can still hear mums voice from that day "don't cry" she says "he's gone". It felt like everything in that moment stopped.

I remember just sitting there numb for a good half an hour staring at the television screen, I became frozen thinking about what I had just heard. 

How do I carry on with life knowing your gone, alone with my thoughts in the chapel,
I wondered how this could be true like was I dreaming can I just wake up now, it was as if God heard me that call came through to say you were still there your heart was beating again a moment of hope and sadness at the same time, and then came that moment I was told that you were indeed gone.

I couldn't bring myself to tell anyone the words couldn't come out my mouth saying it would mean accepting it, theres no way your gone, we never got the chance to rewrite your story, to fix all the wrongs. 

My heart is broken into pieces I've never felt a pain like this, One thing I know is that mum made us strong but this feels too heavy to carry. 

You fought right till the very end, you were always a fighter no matter what life threw at you.

There's so much I didn't get to say we didn't have enough time I cant forget the things you taught me, my memories of us growing up as kids. 

I wasn't ready for this goodbye as much as all I want to do is cry all the time I cant I have to be strong for mum like you always use to tell me that's the only mum we have take care of her, now is the time to restore order.

 I still need you to do this, I still need you to guide me.

I take comfort knowing your in a better place now, our guardian angel, may your soul rest in perfect peace my sweet brother 

[30/08/1982 - 14/06/2017]

Goodbye my Love, goodbye my sweet brother.







Final Goodbye

Sunday, July 2, 2017




In Loving memories 



Sitting at the computer staring at the screen tears falling from my eyes, its like I'm feeling that pain all over again I can still hear mums voice from that day "don't cry" she says "he's gone". It felt like everything in that moment stopped.

I remember just sitting there numb for a good half an hour staring at the television screen, I became frozen thinking about what I had just heard. 

How do I carry on with life knowing your gone, alone with my thoughts in the chapel,
I wondered how this could be true like was I dreaming can I just wake up now, it was as if God heard me that call came through to say you were still there your heart was beating again a moment of hope and sadness at the same time, and then came that moment I was told that you were indeed gone.

I couldn't bring myself to tell anyone the words couldn't come out my mouth saying it would mean accepting it, theres no way your gone, we never got the chance to rewrite your story, to fix all the wrongs. 

My heart is broken into pieces I've never felt a pain like this, One thing I know is that mum made us strong but this feels too heavy to carry. 

You fought right till the very end, you were always a fighter no matter what life threw at you.

There's so much I didn't get to say we didn't have enough time I cant forget the things you taught me, my memories of us growing up as kids. 

I wasn't ready for this goodbye as much as all I want to do is cry all the time I cant I have to be strong for mum like you always use to tell me that's the only mum we have take care of her, now is the time to restore order.

 I still need you to do this, I still need you to guide me.

I take comfort knowing your in a better place now, our guardian angel, may your soul rest in perfect peace my sweet brother 

[30/08/1982 - 14/06/2017]

Goodbye my Love, goodbye my sweet brother.









Keeping things simple




 Happy Thursday guys, Just a quick post today, the weather was so nice on this day it was the perfect time to get out bask in the warmth and sunlight.





Jacket - Missguided
Bag H&M (old)
Shoes -Newlook 

Back to basics

Wednesday, April 19, 2017



Keeping things simple




 Happy Thursday guys, Just a quick post today, the weather was so nice on this day it was the perfect time to get out bask in the warmth and sunlight.





Jacket - Missguided
Bag H&M (old)
Shoes -Newlook 

IKEA LOVE 




Progress continues in my bedroom, I've been looking for the perfect shelf to fit in the corner of my bedroom and as always I went to my favourite store. 
I could literally spend the whole day in there, because Important decisions like what cushion covers will go best with my decor can"t be taken lightly.

This Ikea Vittsjo shelf was the perfect fit, sometimes you want to display your favourite items without having everything looking rather clustered. The tempered glass and metal frame adds a great touch that provides an open and airy feel.







Ikea Vittsjo


IKEA LOVE 




Progress continues in my bedroom, I've been looking for the perfect shelf to fit in the corner of my bedroom and as always I went to my favourite store. 
I could literally spend the whole day in there, because Important decisions like what cushion covers will go best with my decor can"t be taken lightly.

This Ikea Vittsjo shelf was the perfect fit, sometimes you want to display your favourite items without having everything looking rather clustered. The tempered glass and metal frame adds a great touch that provides an open and airy feel.








Orange is the new black



Orange wrap dress


Happy Weekend everyone! The sun is shining, spring is the air and I'm currently enjoying a vanilla iced latte as we speak. 


prettylittlethings wrap dress


Starting things off with what I would describe as the perfect date night piece and holiday party outfit 
I think every female needs that dress that fits and hugs you in all the right places,  So when i came across this one needless to say it was love at first sight.

Wrap dresses are perfect for petite figures as It cinches in the waist and creates a more curvy appearance. 

All I need now is the man and venue but in the mean time I'll use my imagination and pretend I'm sipping on that cocktail.




Little Orange dress

Friday, April 7, 2017 London, UK


Orange is the new black



Orange wrap dress


Happy Weekend everyone! The sun is shining, spring is the air and I'm currently enjoying a vanilla iced latte as we speak. 


prettylittlethings wrap dress


Starting things off with what I would describe as the perfect date night piece and holiday party outfit 
I think every female needs that dress that fits and hugs you in all the right places,  So when i came across this one needless to say it was love at first sight.

Wrap dresses are perfect for petite figures as It cinches in the waist and creates a more curvy appearance. 

All I need now is the man and venue but in the mean time I'll use my imagination and pretend I'm sipping on that cocktail.




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